Tues 1st Oct – Fucked up


Totally fucked up this day. Where I had been so good in the previous days I lost my patience with the blemish I’ve had. Given it’s been hanging around for 4 days I assumed it needed to pop again. It didn’t. Picking it made it worse. Now it probably won’t go for at least another 3 or 4 days.

The thing is though we all fuck up. We can’t be perfect every day. Yes I was a twat but it doesn’t mean I have to be a twat again tomorrow. Cover up the blemish in any way I can and just make sure I get it right tomorrow with minimal or no picking.

It will go, it may take a few days but I rarely get spots like this anymore. I ate something I shouldn’t have done and paid the price. I picked and paid the price. Just need to be more careful with my daily approach.

This is how my life used to be most days. Now it’s 1 in 10 or 20. I just need to make sure it’s 1 in 100 or even 0 in 100. Be positive and keep moving forward.


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